Turmoil

Ever have that feeling of dread?  Like it ALL comes down to this one action?  This one decision?  I've had to make hard choices since being ever so eloquently KICKED to the curb and to fend for myself, but this one is by far one of the hardest.

I've had my issues with therapy.  With Dr's.  I'm not a major fan, but I know they have their purposes.  I've been able to just close doors in my life and forget the emotions behind them.  I'm old enough to do that.  And don't get me wrong....I COMPLETELY know that's unhealthy, but it's how I deal.  I hate therapy.

Someone very close to me isn't dealing well.  He's very conflicted, confused and exceptionally angry.
So I made the decision.  To put him into therapy.  So he can talk.  I want him to be able to to talk, but he won't open up to me.  He's scared.  I'm losing the kid I once knew to anger.  And THAT my friends, scares me.

What if it was you?  What would you do?  Would you make the same decision?
I'm asking for help.  In any way I can, because this divorce is no longer just being abusive to me, it's affecting a little child.

And frankly...I'm terrified.